Inner Conflict of the Two Minds!

One of my goals here is to try and encourage those who are interested in exploring within themselves, to do so.  But, if like me, you've tried, only to be met with a series of defeats, it can be very discouraging to keep trying when something within yourself seems so against you all the time.  It might not be during meditation, either.  You might just feel it in general, when you try and breach your comfort zone even a little, something within seems to stand against you.